Hate is such a strong word

I don't know what to draw tonight. I have all night too. Wednesdays are the most uncluttered day of the week and I find myself wasting time with artist's block. (like writer's block, eh?) I had so many ideas yesterday, but now they all suck or I can't remember or I just don't feel like it.

Ew. And then I was listening to this radio show from LA with Tom-something talking about Debra Messing being pregnant and breaking her contract and missing four show tapings. That's 20% of shows! Oh geez, and this guy is all saying how it's her fault she got pregnant and people are calling in and saying she's 35 and it's a high risk pregnancy. But Tom thinks the contract is the master but sucks for the company cuz they can't sue her in California because the judge would be Awww, she's pregnant she needs to be home for her baby and off her feet...But Tom want's her to work through the last day of pregnancy cuz it's her fault she got knocked up. The contract only lets you off if your terminally ill or dead apparently and then he goes on to say that if he were hiring people for his company, he wouldn't hire women. Women can get away with murder, so Tom thinks. Tom has a major problem with women too as he speaks of his former wife signing some anullment or prenuptual papers (I forget cuz I'm a dumb women according to Tom) and she didn't know what she was signing! He says it in a high pitched I'm-an-innocent-dumb-woman voice. The dude's got issues. He hates women I see and lives by the Contract. Which is all good, because companies need to know that you won't flake and that's hy they make you sign em. But what about pregnancy!?!?!? OH my gosh! She got knocked up again! He suggests getting pregnant at certain times or there's abortion too. Yeah right, Tom, Ooops I got pregnant a little too early and it will coincide with my contract at work, So I guess I'll get an Abortion and try again next year in the right month. What the hell??? I don't like feeling bad for being the sex I am. I don't like meeting men who hate women. I don't like being thought of as meat either. It's appalling what this guy was saying. And that I don't know about contracts being so binding in the first place. Work is like slave labor these dys huh? You get roped in. Want out? Hell no, you signed the contract. You sold your soul to these people until death do you part, and if not they'll take all ya got. Unless of course if your a woman. Then I guess you can fenaggle your way out of things. What a messed up world we've become. I mean seriously. If it weren't for the Actual nice people in my life that I know, and the reassurance that there are more nice people everywhere rather than a bunch of monsters and rotten people out there, I might blow the place up. Sheesh.

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Its kinda sad that men can hate women so. that people hate in general. But ew, man, get over yourself. Why can't we all just get along! Ugh!

So with all that in my head, how can I even draw pretty pictures...

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